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Friday, July 28, 2006

can't figure it our this Blog Rolling.....

I am trying to figure this out this Blog Rolling links, I can get in on to my blog here but the font size and type is just wrong and I can not figure how to change it if I can. If I can not then I guess I will have no blog rolling.......

It is bed time here, maybe that is my problem.

Thursday, July 27, 2006

Zoo Day....

Singing Ape, monkey, I can not remember what it is called. But the Zoo keeper said that it normally only sings at night or 1st thing in the morning so this is a really treat

Click on the pick to see the video









Orion seemed to of had fun but he did get tired of hearing the ape singing...lo






















Orion wanted to check out the pecock, we were eating lunch and it kept come near us.















Awe Sleep













Gettin out of the sun














It was a nice fun day. Orion was such a good boy. He did not see the animals unless they were moving about. We were in the Butterfly house and they were flying all over and seemed like they wanted to land on us and at one point Orion started to cry because a big blue one came at us, he grabbed on to me tight and started to shake and grunt so I figured it was time to get out of there.

Sometimes I wonder HOW???

I have so many passwords for many different sites and they are all in my head, it is funny how I can remember that but yet I can not remember where I put my car keys or grocery list and so on.....

It has been hot here, so hot where you open your windows and you get a warm breeze.... So I go looking for a fan same with everybody else here in the city. I bought 2 but when I tried them at home then did absolutely nothing unless you were sitting right in front of it, so I returned them and I am back to being fanless (if that is a word) I would really like to find the Twin window fan that either Walmart or Canadian Tire sold but they are all out and wont be getting more in so here we suffer in the hot heat..... And speaking of opening your windows well we have some lovely people thing that they will take advantage of that and break into peoples homes at night while the homeowners are asleep it has happened 5 time this past week. You just can not trust anyone anymore, so now at night I make sure I do the rounds to make sure that all window and doors are shut tight and locked.


Monday, July 24, 2006

He shakes his head (m)

Last week Orion found out that he can move his head back and forth like "NO" (I am sure he does not understand that is what it means) But it is cute to watch. You shake your head he then shakes his then I will nod and he looks at me funny but he did do it yesterday he just looks up then brings his head (well lets it drop) forward chin to chest, you think whip lash..lol

And just 2 days ago he started to smack his lips together so he is constantly doing that...lol
He also is doing much better at walking while we hold onto his hands, he bings his legs right up then stamps them down all the while with a big smile on his face, he is a proud boy.

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

10 months old!

OMG!!! He is almost ONE! Whaaaaaaaaaaa!

Boy oh boy do I LOVE this little guy.

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

My craxy cat.....

Lyric is her name and for some reason she kept putting her head in the plastice container this morning as I was feeding Orion, he was even watching her like she was nuts...lol

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gNrVrZ0nbgQ

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qbO36GmzYHM

enjoy

O'ed

I beleive I Ovulated last night and we did BD so now we are on the 2ww.

Can only hope right?

302 days old

Orion is 302 days old....lol
Week 44 for him on this Earth.


Week 44

Not only is your baby getting into things he should not be getting into, but he is probably learning how to get out of things that you would rather him stay in. Any cabinets, drawers and doors that are not secured are fair game and you can be sure that your baby will discover them.

Many parents will begin claiming that they gave birth to a monkey as your baby starts to crawl, wiggle, and climb out of numerous situations. He may try to climb out of his crib, or scale baby gates. Diaper changes will become even more challenging because lets face it, who wants to lay there for a whole minute and do nothing? Strollers, high chairs, and baby swings will all become victim this month as well.

What Your Baby Might Be Doing

As the month goes on you will notice your baby understanding more and more of what you say. It will become clear that your baby does know what you are talking about, and he will start responding appropriately, but only when he wants too. Questions and comments like, "Are you hungry?", and "Bring me that book." will be understood and responded to by your baby.

What You Might Be Concerned About

Has your baby taken a few steps but looks a little bowlegged? If you are concerned about this, have no fear. Most babies start out bowlegged and stay that way for a couple of years. The bones are not mature enough and the muscles are just not strong enough.

Overtime your babies legs and ankles will straighten out and even up. Your baby will be running and playing like other kids and will look exactly the same. If you are concerned, be sure to ask your doctor at the baby's next visit. He will be able to judge if the extent of your baby's bowlegged ness is more than what is normal for your baby's stage of development.


So far Orion is not crawling,he rolls when he wants too. He does have fast hands tho, as I hold him and walk by things he grabs ahold of them, and the grip he gets on it too... He is stand with our help and almost getting that he needs to put on foot ahead of the other to move...lol

Sunday, July 09, 2006

Orion Dr update

from July 5th.

at 9.5months he is hanging out at the 50%

Weight~ 17lbs 3oz (7847 grams)
Height ~ 27inches (68.5cm)

Head ~ hmm i forgot...lol I will measure him in the morning.


Little man is now attempting to stand either hold onto us or the furniture, it is a funny sight to see with his little bottom wiggling all about looks like some funky dance...lol


here he is posing for me


Friday, July 07, 2006

Thinking of my dear friend while

she is in labor about to deleiver her miracle baby boy Jacob only to have to say GoodBye to him. This hurts me on many levels, it brings back many feelings that I have tucked deep inside of me and once again they flow. I have cried for my friend Jules because I know part of what she is going thru then I cry for my Sweet little William the pain of loosing him is back and only knowning what she (Jules) is and will be going thru in the next few days, weeks even months and then when his due date arrives more tears will be shed. Dreams are lost, just taken away.................................

I have a new Flower I will be planting in my garden this year along with my Sweet Williams and lilies there will be Jacobs Ladder blooming beside them, this little miracle will be remember with my others.




Jules I am thinking of you as you wait to deleiver you precious little boy, he may even be in you arms now.

Friday, June 30, 2006

Orion's Angel Care monitor went OFF this morning

I have NEVER jumped out of bed so fast.... 7:30am

All was fine little man just was tucked nicely at the bottom of his crib breathing and all, WHEW! Guess he was just out of range a bit.


When I went back to my room DH said he just about had a heartattack.


It has only gone off twice before and by the time I got to his room he was breathing fine, some times he goes into a deep sleep with shallow breathing....
I think he is testing me.

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

Next is a Duck......

Orion passed his swimming lesson, he is a starfish.

He did really well, At 1st he was like what is going on here, to splashing the next class. There were a couple of times where the pool was cold and he hated it, because we have to sit on the side of the pool 1st before entering and I have to put the water on his legs, back, arms and head.... Well let me tell you he was NOT impressed with the cold he would give I little Grrrrrrrr (I kid you not) then he'd start his little hiccup cry.
All is forgotten when we are finally in the pool, he starts to splash and kick and babble...lol... But
I could not get him to blow bubbles in the water, when I would try to show him or even the instructor at times he would be looking everywhere but us.... He is learning to ignore the mommy already...lol





here are a couple of swimming pic granma took:









Just before we enter the Pool













Floating on back and kicking legs















Getting use to the tummy and arm movement












Floating on his back














In every class we'd sing songs like Row Row Row you boat and It was funny because every class the intructor would ask us to sing this song but she would always ask "are you all familiar with Row Row Row your boat?" We would all be like yeah we sang it about 5times already....lol

It was fun, he gets to become a Duck when he is 18months old. SO for the time being we will play in the water parks and pools.


Friday, June 23, 2006

My Heart breaks, I am in tears

A very dear friend, thou we have never met we found each other while TTC after losses.

I pray hard that she and her DH find the strength to move forward thru this difficult time, you see she is now 19w pg and just had an u/s that gave her tragic news, this miracle baby boy she is carrying this baby she so desired, may not live long enough for her to meet...... and as parents of their unborn son they may have to make the hardest decision yet.......

Please if you can send her a prayer or two.

Life can be so cruel....

Sunday, June 18, 2006

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

2 week wait ....

ah the lovely 2ww, I O'ed (oveulated) on CD16 two days later then normal but hey I O'ed that is the main thing and we bd the day before so good timing. Now we just wait and wait........... the joys of TTC.

It is funny that when you've be TTC for so long that become comfortable with other knowing your cycle and you will talk about it, yes women have spoken of there cycles before but not in they way of TTC. My TTC life is an open book for those to see if they want to.

I was at my sisters the other day and there was another baby there and she is 2w younger then Orion and she is way bigger then him, it is funny to see how differently babies do grow...lol. She has no teeth while Orion is working on #'s 3&4.

Monday, June 12, 2006

Is there a way to SLOW him down from

growing....... Orion is 9months old, whoa Nelly this is going to fast!


also add a few other photos to his photo site (link it to the right, Orion Clement's Flipbook -------> )

Swimming canceled today do to an incident.....

this is after my friend I spoke with told me about her swimming class when her DD was 7m. She was in the water and they were going in circles with the babies bouncing them up and down when my friend noticed that ladies baby infront lips were blue (baby 4m) so she said to the mom I think your baby is cold and at that Moment the teacher came over and said to the mom may I see your baby for a moment, thinking nothing of it she handed her baby over that is when the teacher took the baby raised her up and yelled LIFEGUARD!!!
She said they came running out of every direction took the baby and started CPR the poor mom could not stand they had to take her out of the poor and support her she was in shock. While all the other moms we told to stay in the water and not to move, they were all crying and holding there babies close.


While my friend was telling me this I had and still do have tears in my eyes this just send chills up and down my spine. It ended up the baby came thru alright but they never went back to the swimming lessons.


There is a mom in Orion's class with a baby 4m old and last class the baby's lip were turning blue plus she was shivering and the teacher told her to get out of the water NOW and warm her up because hypothermia is starting.


It can all happen so fast. I truly believe that a 4m old should not be in swimming, Orion handles it well but in the beginning he shivers too.


So whatever the incident was I hope and pray all is fine.



Friday, June 09, 2006

Swimming up date

We started swimming lessons on Mondaythe 5th and we go Monday & Wed. 1st lesson was good he did not freak out. I will say he did not like the shower part before you enter the pool area, he is the type of baby that does not scream when scared he flails his arms about and then his whole body shakes then he grabs on to me for dear life...lol, then he will start say ah ah ah ah a a a a.

By the end of the lessons he was splashing with his arms and gee gee geee gggggg (that is his laugh now...lol)

Second lesson he was good, he floated on his tummy and back (I do have a hand on him altimes) and we splashed some...lol. He still does not like the shower part so we skipped it.

There is 3 boys and 3 girls ranging from the ages of 3.5m to 9m, personally I think the 3.5m is to young the baby is always shivering and her lips turn blue so her mommy has to take her out of the water to warm her up every few minutes thru out the last lesson.


Monday, June 05, 2006

Brushing Teeth......

Finally today Orion let me brush his two teeth and gums.

I use a finger brush for infants it is rubber with little bristles, when I finally got my finger in his mouth and he heard the squeak of it on his teeth he giggle some then I moved it around his lower gums he sat there with a silly little grin and then when I moved to the top of his mouth he started out with a full belly giggle...... geeeee geeeeee gegegegegeg geeeeee.

Orion starts swimming lessons today @3:30-4pm, I am excited and he has no clue...lol.
Will post more about it later let you know how it all went.

Monday, May 29, 2006

AF is

Here yet again, so not pg this month.

She came to me easy again this month, she is being nice to me it is just my O'ing that kills me now...lol

Guess I chold go buy the Clomid for Cycle day 3....... which reminds me I should call the Dr and ask if she can right a letter to Blue Cross so I can get some sort of discount off the clomid it si $60.00 and change for 5 little pills, and Blue Cross says the will not cover that unless my Dr sends a letter directly to them..... I will say Blue Cross drive me nuts, I won't get into that here.

It has hit me hard now,
I so want to be PG so bad again..... For the last 3months I was ok just going with the flow of things but now so many people pg and 2 friends (IRL)of mine just had a babies 2day ago (Welcome little Callista Ocean) that I just want that feeling of a baby growing in me again, it has just thit me the last few days that I am so ready to be pg but I have this stupid feeling that it is not going to happen fast or easy

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