AF is

Here yet again, so not pg this month.

She came to me easy again this month, she is being nice to me it is just my O'ing that kills me now...lol

Guess I chold go buy the Clomid for Cycle day 3....... which reminds me I should call the Dr and ask if she can right a letter to Blue Cross so I can get some sort of discount off the clomid it si $60.00 and change for 5 little pills, and Blue Cross says the will not cover that unless my Dr sends a letter directly to them..... I will say Blue Cross drive me nuts, I won't get into that here.

It has hit me hard now, I so want to be PG so bad again..... For the last 3months I was ok just going with the flow of things but now so many people pg and 2 friends (IRL)of mine just had a babies 2day ago (Welcome little Callista Ocean) that I just want that feeling of a baby growing in me again, it has just thit me the last few days that I am so ready to be pg but I have this stupid feeling that it is not going to happen fast or easy

Grrr INFERTILITY!