at one point looks like we got the finger from him
will post more about the appointment later
Thursday, May 28, 2009
I am out numbered
another little boy was proud to show his parts today at the u/s. Dh even said a boy before the tech did she laughed and said well you have seen a few u/s I guess because that was not that obvious.
at one point looks like we got the finger from him
at one point looks like we got the finger from him
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
I am hurting
my hip is in pain, never seems to fail the bursitis always flares when I am preggo (it does other times to but it never seems to miss a pregnancy) so I sit here icing my hip.
As I sit here I am looking on the web and for a while now (well a couple of weeks) have been eying up a new camera bag found here Camera bag and also this one I can not decide what one I like most but I think I am leaning more towards the Jayden bag since it holds the camera aswell, now I just need to figure out what fabric I want. If only I knew how to sew but from past experiance the sewing machince and I have not got along to well
As I sit here I am looking on the web and for a while now (well a couple of weeks) have been eying up a new camera bag found here Camera bag and also this one I can not decide what one I like most but I think I am leaning more towards the Jayden bag since it holds the camera aswell, now I just need to figure out what fabric I want. If only I knew how to sew but from past experiance the sewing machince and I have not got along to well
Monday, May 18, 2009
Oh and
I am 19wks today!!!!
and still no call from the Dr office...what is up with that.
I am so glad I feel this one moving around and giving me kicks often otherwise I'd be a mess.
Big u/s next week but not looking forward to how early we have to be there.
and still no call from the Dr office...what is up with that.
I am so glad I feel this one moving around and giving me kicks often otherwise I'd be a mess.
Big u/s next week but not looking forward to how early we have to be there.
May long weekend
We went to my "parents" campsite on Sunday and on the way there this thing landed on the windshield
Here are the boys were playing with the bubbles
and a bird at the bird feeder
After I shot the bird a huge wind storm came out of nowhere. Good thing I had on a sweater because I hid the camera under it and ran to my kids since they were facing it looking at the big dust tunnel coming towards them. I huddled with the kids while mum B and dh put the onning (sp?) up so it would not get ruined or tip the trailer over it was that strong that a fellow camper came running to help them.
Here are the boys were playing with the bubbles
and a bird at the bird feeder
After I shot the bird a huge wind storm came out of nowhere. Good thing I had on a sweater because I hid the camera under it and ran to my kids since they were facing it looking at the big dust tunnel coming towards them. I huddled with the kids while mum B and dh put the onning (sp?) up so it would not get ruined or tip the trailer over it was that strong that a fellow camper came running to help them.
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
a couple of things
I forgot to mention the other day.
When I was at Mother's Day supper at my sister H house, my niece T came home she was wearing shorts(it was not that nice out...teenagers I tell ya...lol) Lil O was looking at her funny so I asked him what was wrong...his response was with a scrunched up face and pointed to T's shorts I said those are shorts he said no I don't like them noooo.
guess he does not like shorts...lol
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Yesterday the boys and I walked to a near by park and they were playing very nice and then this grandmom came with here to grandkids a boy about Lil O's age and a girl Ri's age, well I saw Ri was trying to go up the stairs so he go to the slide part. This little girl would not let him then she started to puch him a couple of times (this is Ri's 1st encounter with a pushy kid) well he did not like it and came crying over to me. A few minutes later Lil O was coming down the slide and the girl was at the bottom Lil O sat for a moment and she went up to him and grabbed his thigh I thought she was going to pinch him (she was) but Lil O moved his leg just before she squeezed. (that would not of been pretty) So lil O go up and moved away from her and she followed him and then she tried to push him a couple of time....Lil O looked at her and said "That is not nice little girl" then he turned and walked away from her.....that was a proud mommy moment for me since he did not push her back. that is when the grandmother started to pay attention the girl, because again she was over by the stairs and not letting the kids up....they left shortly after.
When I was at Mother's Day supper at my sister H house, my niece T came home she was wearing shorts(it was not that nice out...teenagers I tell ya...lol) Lil O was looking at her funny so I asked him what was wrong...his response was with a scrunched up face and pointed to T's shorts I said those are shorts he said no I don't like them noooo.
guess he does not like shorts...lol
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Yesterday the boys and I walked to a near by park and they were playing very nice and then this grandmom came with here to grandkids a boy about Lil O's age and a girl Ri's age, well I saw Ri was trying to go up the stairs so he go to the slide part. This little girl would not let him then she started to puch him a couple of times (this is Ri's 1st encounter with a pushy kid) well he did not like it and came crying over to me. A few minutes later Lil O was coming down the slide and the girl was at the bottom Lil O sat for a moment and she went up to him and grabbed his thigh I thought she was going to pinch him (she was) but Lil O moved his leg just before she squeezed. (that would not of been pretty) So lil O go up and moved away from her and she followed him and then she tried to push him a couple of time....Lil O looked at her and said "That is not nice little girl" then he turned and walked away from her.....that was a proud mommy moment for me since he did not push her back. that is when the grandmother started to pay attention the girl, because again she was over by the stairs and not letting the kids up....they left shortly after.
Monday, May 11, 2009
18wks
Well I finally put a call into my family Dr N this morning, since it has been 5wks from last appointment and well she said she does not know what to do with me since I am high risk (she does not want to do some unnecessary poking to me and does not know what Dr O has done to me in the past), so she said she'd call Dr S at the fertility clinic to see what is up.
Update:
It was a good thing I called the Dr.
My Family Dr called the clinic who called the high risk Dr and they Apparently did not receive my info from the clinic to set me up....Clinic called me back with a set ultrasound for May 28 at 7:45am and then the other Dr office will be calling me in a day or two with an appt with them.
If I had not called no one would of called me...I do not need a repeat of what happened with William.
Update:
It was a good thing I called the Dr.
My Family Dr called the clinic who called the high risk Dr and they Apparently did not receive my info from the clinic to set me up....Clinic called me back with a set ultrasound for May 28 at 7:45am and then the other Dr office will be calling me in a day or two with an appt with them.
If I had not called no one would of called me...I do not need a repeat of what happened with William.
Saturday, April 25, 2009
This is what I am dealing with today
1st it was snowing then raining then snow then rain, everything seemed quiet and guess what it is
is summer soon?
is summer soon?
15w 3day belly
I figure it was time I took a photo of the belly. Just a quick snap shot before I went out.
and then the boys wanted in on it:
I still have not got the call to see Dr O (he followed my pg with the boys) it is kind of making me nervous but the clinic said if they do not call by the time I reach 19wks to call my family Dr to set up the 20wk u/s.
and then the boys wanted in on it:
I still have not got the call to see Dr O (he followed my pg with the boys) it is kind of making me nervous but the clinic said if they do not call by the time I reach 19wks to call my family Dr to set up the 20wk u/s.
Thursday, April 23, 2009
24hrs later
this is what we have:
the snow started to fall around noon yesterday as I was leaving to go to store I was in only an hour and came out to have to scrap my van off with snow and ice..... enough already please but that is asking to much since it never fails that we get snow on May long weekend pretty much 95% of the time.
the snow started to fall around noon yesterday as I was leaving to go to store I was in only an hour and came out to have to scrap my van off with snow and ice..... enough already please but that is asking to much since it never fails that we get snow on May long weekend pretty much 95% of the time.
Friday, April 17, 2009
Make a face
I asked Ri to make a happy sad and mad face did not expect him to really do it or understand what I was asking him to do...but he did....guess I need to give him more credit..lol
A Loom you say.....
On one of the message boards I am on they kept bring up this Knifty Knitter loom thing, at 1st I had no clue what they were talking about this is a photography board I am on and they are talking about this thing..lol Anyways the more I saw photos of projects the more I was intrigued (since I have forgotten how to knit myself) but the penny pincher that I am (other then photography stuff :) ) I did not want to pay the 29.00 for it. One day I was at Value Village (A thirht store and the Loom set was right there for $3.00 could not pass that up it came with 4 loom circles different sizes and a hook with instructions. So I tried it out the other night and it was pretty easy:
now to find different yarn and try a different pattern...then all I need is a baby to photograph
now to find different yarn and try a different pattern...then all I need is a baby to photograph
Wednesday, April 08, 2009
Oh Baby
all looks great! Nuchal scan went great chances of anything wrong are 1 in 1047 AWESOME!
Baby was moving and actually measures bigger then the 13w2d baby measures a week ahead.
The boys were watching the u/s and at 1st Lil O said that it looked scary and he did not like it...lol Ri was to concerned at what the lady was doing on my tummy, Gramma and Grandpa were in the room to.
My apt was for 1:30 I got there and sat and waited as usual then they called my name and some other took us into a little room to explain the Nuchal scan then we had to go back and sit in the waiting room for the blood test. Waited another 20min till I had my name called for the blood draw then back to the waiting room and waited forever.....name was called again and the scan was great...guess what back to the waiting room for the results, by this time is was 3:10pm. 3:30 rolls around and no results yet I still had to go back to the fertility clinic and the closed at 4pm. I asked the girl at the desk if it would be much longer and that is when my name was called she took me back to go over everything again (2nd time a Dr already came into the u/s room) gave me the papers and I rushed over to the clinic to see Dr S...I get there and guess what we waited again...lol.
Dr S calls me in and as I was walking with the boys all the nurses were admiring there big brown eyes and all. Dr S said as we sat down that I still amaze and surprise them all and goes over the results... She also said that if I wanted to do the amnio sine I am over 35 now I can and they do them around 15-18weeks...I don't think I want to do this since the odds are on my side.
Baby was moving and actually measures bigger then the 13w2d baby measures a week ahead.
The boys were watching the u/s and at 1st Lil O said that it looked scary and he did not like it...lol Ri was to concerned at what the lady was doing on my tummy, Gramma and Grandpa were in the room to.
My apt was for 1:30 I got there and sat and waited as usual then they called my name and some other took us into a little room to explain the Nuchal scan then we had to go back and sit in the waiting room for the blood test. Waited another 20min till I had my name called for the blood draw then back to the waiting room and waited forever.....name was called again and the scan was great...guess what back to the waiting room for the results, by this time is was 3:10pm. 3:30 rolls around and no results yet I still had to go back to the fertility clinic and the closed at 4pm. I asked the girl at the desk if it would be much longer and that is when my name was called she took me back to go over everything again (2nd time a Dr already came into the u/s room) gave me the papers and I rushed over to the clinic to see Dr S...I get there and guess what we waited again...lol.
Dr S calls me in and as I was walking with the boys all the nurses were admiring there big brown eyes and all. Dr S said as we sat down that I still amaze and surprise them all and goes over the results... She also said that if I wanted to do the amnio sine I am over 35 now I can and they do them around 15-18weeks...I don't think I want to do this since the odds are on my side.
Nuchal translucency ultrasound
today to see if baby is healthy and ok, I feel a little nervous this time around. Things seem to be going to well, you know when going through multiple losses and infertility and then when something goes the way it should...just does not feel right..call me strange...I am just waiting for the other shoe to drop (I know I have wrote this before)
I am 13w 2d, I find the baby with my Doppler no problem. I still need to take belly shots maybe if I get home at a decent time I will take some. Appointment is a 1:30pm my mum and Barry are coming with they like seeing the u/s.
I am 13w 2d, I find the baby with my Doppler no problem. I still need to take belly shots maybe if I get home at a decent time I will take some. Appointment is a 1:30pm my mum and Barry are coming with they like seeing the u/s.
Wednesday, April 01, 2009
Wow
Facebook is something else I tell ya.
I had an ex-boyfriend find me and requested friendship and when I saw this...well some emotions popped up because you see this relationship ended badly police were called and he was taken away and I never saw him again till a few years later (I was 16yrs old). I came across him at his work but we never spoke to one another (I was still a bit angry and scared, not to mention the relationship I was in at that moment was not the greatest either...that's another story) I did not see or hear from him again till a few weeks ago when he requested to be friends on FB. I hummed and hawed but then thought it was many years ago we were young and well forgiveness is a powerful thing, so I accepted his friendship. We shared a couple of messages on how our lives are but never mentioned what happened that night. Till last night he sent me a message asking why did I accept him as a friend..... good question...
I wrote:
"Well to be honest I did think about it 1st before I accepted you as a friend, After thinking about it you really were not that bad it was just at the end of it all that things went sour. We were young and well I have grown past it all and hope you have too."
He responded back by saying he was sorry for what transpired that night. he has been regretting it for years and wishing for the chance to say sorry. He was happy for how my life is now and thanked me for the time we did share.
I was taken back almost to tears it is amazing even 20yrs after what happened.
I responded with a thank you.
I had an ex-boyfriend find me and requested friendship and when I saw this...well some emotions popped up because you see this relationship ended badly police were called and he was taken away and I never saw him again till a few years later (I was 16yrs old). I came across him at his work but we never spoke to one another (I was still a bit angry and scared, not to mention the relationship I was in at that moment was not the greatest either...that's another story) I did not see or hear from him again till a few weeks ago when he requested to be friends on FB. I hummed and hawed but then thought it was many years ago we were young and well forgiveness is a powerful thing, so I accepted his friendship. We shared a couple of messages on how our lives are but never mentioned what happened that night. Till last night he sent me a message asking why did I accept him as a friend..... good question...
I wrote:
"Well to be honest I did think about it 1st before I accepted you as a friend, After thinking about it you really were not that bad it was just at the end of it all that things went sour. We were young and well I have grown past it all and hope you have too."
He responded back by saying he was sorry for what transpired that night. he has been regretting it for years and wishing for the chance to say sorry. He was happy for how my life is now and thanked me for the time we did share.
I was taken back almost to tears it is amazing even 20yrs after what happened.
I responded with a thank you.
Monday, March 30, 2009
Must be nice
to have a day off so to speak and hide away from the wife and kids!
He truly does not understand that I too would/need a break and not just to go upstairs and put laundry away...I need out I need a me time. My hormones are all messed up right now I cry at the drop of a pin or just plain moody and well then he gets all mad and ignores me which in turn the kids too. Do I have to keep asking for help or a break? It is tiring especially when It still does not happen for me... are men just that dense to it all?
well that is it my pity party is over. I'll suck it up and go on as I normally do.
He truly does not understand that I too would/need a break and not just to go upstairs and put laundry away...I need out I need a me time. My hormones are all messed up right now I cry at the drop of a pin or just plain moody and well then he gets all mad and ignores me which in turn the kids too. Do I have to keep asking for help or a break? It is tiring especially when It still does not happen for me... are men just that dense to it all?
well that is it my pity party is over. I'll suck it up and go on as I normally do.
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Well now
It has been a few days since I last posted here, to many computer stuff I tell ya...between Facebook and a few other message board I belong to one always seem to fall behind....and why is facebook so addicting?
Anyways.......
My Ri guy is now 2yrs old he is not so much a baby anymore. We did not have a big party just some family came over and had cake...Oh guess the cake was for me too since I am a yr older now ..lol
My pg s going well I feel ill and oh so tired with this one I can not seem to get anything done around here...I am slacking big time.
I am trying to go through my photo of 2008 so I can make a photo book man I took a lot of photos. Then I can not decide which photos to put on my photo wall I have (It is 12x12 frame I have 9 of them, 3 down and 3 across)
I have not really touched my camera much lately just feeling tire and blah and this weather sucks I am so tired of the snow does it not know it is SPRING now!
Anyways.......
My Ri guy is now 2yrs old he is not so much a baby anymore. We did not have a big party just some family came over and had cake...Oh guess the cake was for me too since I am a yr older now ..lol
My pg s going well I feel ill and oh so tired with this one I can not seem to get anything done around here...I am slacking big time.
I am trying to go through my photo of 2008 so I can make a photo book man I took a lot of photos. Then I can not decide which photos to put on my photo wall I have (It is 12x12 frame I have 9 of them, 3 down and 3 across)
I have not really touched my camera much lately just feeling tire and blah and this weather sucks I am so tired of the snow does it not know it is SPRING now!
Monday, March 16, 2009
Thursday, March 12, 2009
ABC
Today I thought about ABC with Lil O and when I sang out ABCD...(I paused) and he sang the rest my jaw hit the floor.......when did he learn this????
U/S went great
9w2d
baby is doing well measures 9w2d ( I wrote the wrong weeks last post so I changed it)
I had to take the boys with me and they made me so proud. Ri started to cry a little when the u/s tech put the probe on my belly but settled pretty quick, lil O just stood at the end of the table and watched never made a peep.
Had to go to the fertility clinic right after (just down the hall) and again they were really good in the waiting area. As the nurse called my name another patient said my name and I paused and looked at her she said her name the then place we worked at together, I then remembered her and sad that she was still having a hard time ttc...I told her not to loose hope.. she said yes I see that and looked at my boys.
While waiting for the Dr to come in Lil O asked what the funny looking table was that had things sticking out of it (the stirups on the table) I said that is where some get a check up. Then Dr W walked in and Lil O looked at him and said "I don't want a check up" I lol and said no this is mummys check up the table is not needed today. Dr W chuckled.
My next u/s is the the nuchal translucency on Apr 8.
After wards I took the boys to a play area since they were so good.
baby is doing well measures 9w2d ( I wrote the wrong weeks last post so I changed it)
I had to take the boys with me and they made me so proud. Ri started to cry a little when the u/s tech put the probe on my belly but settled pretty quick, lil O just stood at the end of the table and watched never made a peep.
Had to go to the fertility clinic right after (just down the hall) and again they were really good in the waiting area. As the nurse called my name another patient said my name and I paused and looked at her she said her name the then place we worked at together, I then remembered her and sad that she was still having a hard time ttc...I told her not to loose hope.. she said yes I see that and looked at my boys.
While waiting for the Dr to come in Lil O asked what the funny looking table was that had things sticking out of it (the stirups on the table) I said that is where some get a check up. Then Dr W walked in and Lil O looked at him and said "I don't want a check up" I lol and said no this is mummys check up the table is not needed today. Dr W chuckled.
My next u/s is the the nuchal translucency on Apr 8.
After wards I took the boys to a play area since they were so good.
Monday, March 09, 2009
What can I say
I am so flipping tired, this pg has me so drained....and to eat that is a chore but I get food down.
I am about 9w2d today go for another u/s on Wed to see how the weeOne is doing. I still am amazed that I am pg, I can not get over it and then I start thinking wow 3 kids wow..lol. I am still very nervous too I am waiting for something to happen something always happens so what is it going to be this time....I am just waiting.......
in other news we got a contracter in to do out basement (a little over half is on barter) they started on Dec 10th, what is all to be done is:
Paint the main area and trim put up the drop celine.
Drywall the spare bedroom/office, paint , trim and drop celing.
put in a 3 peice bathroom
well today is March 9 and the painting was done in the 1st 2wks, painter and contracter are 2 different guys (painter gets the job done when he said he would)
the other guy well not sure about him..lol. He 1st said that it would all be done at the end of Jan (even signed a contract with dh) well that came and went then he asked if it could be extended till end of Feb.....see where I am going...end of Feb came and went and he is not done has not even said anything. He had his trailer of tools parked on our drive way for the longest time, I have often wandered what he was doing if his trailer is here and he is working else where (unless he has more trailers) He has not showed up today yet was not here Friday. The job is slowly getting done slowly and all I can say is I hope it is done by the time the weather is nice, so we can use the basement. As for reference he won't be getting one from us...just too many ecusses and does not show up when he says he will be here.
bathroom area before:
bathroom area today:
main area before:
Main area today:
I am about 9w2d today go for another u/s on Wed to see how the weeOne is doing. I still am amazed that I am pg, I can not get over it and then I start thinking wow 3 kids wow..lol. I am still very nervous too I am waiting for something to happen something always happens so what is it going to be this time....I am just waiting.......
in other news we got a contracter in to do out basement (a little over half is on barter) they started on Dec 10th, what is all to be done is:
Paint the main area and trim put up the drop celine.
Drywall the spare bedroom/office, paint , trim and drop celing.
put in a 3 peice bathroom
well today is March 9 and the painting was done in the 1st 2wks, painter and contracter are 2 different guys (painter gets the job done when he said he would)
the other guy well not sure about him..lol. He 1st said that it would all be done at the end of Jan (even signed a contract with dh) well that came and went then he asked if it could be extended till end of Feb.....see where I am going...end of Feb came and went and he is not done has not even said anything. He had his trailer of tools parked on our drive way for the longest time, I have often wandered what he was doing if his trailer is here and he is working else where (unless he has more trailers) He has not showed up today yet was not here Friday. The job is slowly getting done slowly and all I can say is I hope it is done by the time the weather is nice, so we can use the basement. As for reference he won't be getting one from us...just too many ecusses and does not show up when he says he will be here.
bathroom area before:
bathroom area today:
main area before:
Main area today:
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