Well she is late again....

1 week AF is MIA and nope not pg.

I'm alive.......

Man I have been busy with my photography stuff. I took some photo of a Fitness Competitor. After we did this shoot she went to NYC for a competition and she came in 3rd now she is going to Worlds (I believe she said)

Here are a couple of photos:


She was fun to work with, look forward to shoot her again.

Now that I am done these I am off to edit some Boudoir and family shoots I have taken.

O looky it is a band aid

Lil O some how got his finger caught in the baby gate and in doing so cut his finger, screaming crying and squeezing mommy or daddy so tight in the process....then he calmed down. After daddy was done washing it I came in with the band aid...he looked at me like that is going where?? When I was done getting it on lil O announced "All better mama, thank you"

Guess it was not so bad...

Look who's 3

Man he has grown



Here he is today.


Sorry the shot is not so great, he would not stay still and Ri was hanging onto me..lol

Not good news when the Dr calls

Dr S called just now (fertility clinic) and informed me that my last FSH # jumped to 34 then went on to say the it most likely that I may not get pg again and to even have a good outcome if I do. If by miracle I do get pg I am to call her asap...



She said that she see this a lot in women that have Uterine Anomalies and that she was sorry.... my only response was "Yeah for infertility"...

I feel empty and that my body has yet again betrayed me. So now I am sitting here with tears falling down my cheeks.

Well I am very very grateful for my 2 boys.

Well it looks like the O fairy

may come to visit. I was at Co-op the other day and they had a sale bin and in it was an Ovulating kit (5 sticks) for $8 bucks I snatched it up.


Two dark lines to say that I shall be O'ing in 24-36 hours so of course we did the deed. Now the 2ww begins.

Sorry to those that opened this post and saw 2 lines 1st....nope not pg yet.

Please let me know if my blog is

to wide or if something is off, I was playing around with it but it is now 2am and I really need to go to bed...lol

Got my butt out the door

and went to one of the parks here in the city. It has been awhile since I walked around this park. In the winter it is a skating rink.... Lots of memories came back, funny how that happens, memories of when I was about 5 or 6yrs old. There was a play park with rides and little cars to ride and a kiddie train that went around part of the park...But all that is gone and it is closed off it is just traces of those rides left and the track of the train (I should of took a photo of that).
They did put of little kid parks along the path ways tho I saw about 4 of them. I was impressed at how well the park was kept up, an elderly lady stopped to chat and she said that she has been coming to this park since 1951 and for a while she said that it was not looking good and now it is a beautiful park to walk around in and she gets such a pleasure at seeing little ones walking around here.

I love digital because I shot over 200 photos today........

Oh that sister of mine

She just about got me too... J loves to throw a prank out there every now and then.

J called me and asked if I checked my email yet today, I said no. She told me to go look because she wants to know if it is true......(I am already flustered at this point with something else.) I open my email and I see this:

I think "what the" when I read it....and wondered how or how someone could do this. Then I started to look at it more and thinking to myself that is not a scanned image and the typo error.....I am still investigating it when I hear her start to giggle, then I new it was a joke.... I told her she almost had me.....lol

She wants to do this to my other sis H...

I have to think of something to get her back....hmmmmmm

Have you ever said yes but knew you should of said no...

That is what I did and now I am trying to figure how to get out of it..... I am getting all stressed and emotional over it. Backtracking is hard to do. I need a backbone.......