Merry Christamas

Christmas was good this year, cheer and Bright.

WE went to my sisters Janice for Xmas dinner and it was YUMMY! It was also a brown Christmas no snow this year it was actully warm out normaly it is freezing this time of year.


And one with Gramma (my mum)

A Dream lost ....

It is still hard to believe 2yrs ago today our hearts were broken and so so heavy with pain over the loss of William. That day was so hard to get past (it was a very bad dream moving so slow) and then to even think we'd have another son 2yrs later. So today I want to say mommy loves you so much William and I thank you everday for helping your little brother Orion to get here.

I like to think that when Orion is staring off to nothing and smiling that he sees William smiling back..... Truly a Miracle with a life time of Dreams.................

He Laughs....

but in his sleep. What does Orion have to dream about that is funny? I would love to see what goes on in his little head.

Orson (DH aka Daddy) was holding Orion while he slept and out came this laugh like a little chuckle and a big ole grin on his face and then back to sleep he went... hmmm

Guess who is 9lbs 15oz...

yup Orion my little piggy..lol He is 23inches his little curve on the scale did a spike Dr is impressed. I asked about formula and she went and gave me 3 cans of Enfamil... I love my Dr.

It took my 1hr to get to the Dr office which is normally a 30min dr, all this construction on the roads is driving me crazy, It took me 15min to get thru one set of lights because of it. grrrr

Got to the Dr they were about to call me they figured it was traffic and then trying to find a parking space exspecially one that I know I will get the carseat in and out of and not have some person park like a sardin neck to me. When I got in to the office the Nurse D came right around from her desk and took Orion from my arms and gave him a big hug (she loves babies) As we waited in the room Orion started to get fussy (wants to eat) and he is naked except his diaper so buy the time Dr N walks in Orion is crying she whispers sweet nothings in his ear he quiets down a bit she weighs and measures him real fast then he starts to scream again. When she was done she asked if Orion was going to see Santa today, I said that was my plan but I totally forgot and did not dress him right but I thought ohwell he still looks cute. Set up Orion's next appt for Jan 19th then we went on the hunt for Santa. Surprizinly there was no line when we found him nice and smooth.......ahhhhhh

Here is a pic of Orion with Santa, ofcourse Orions tongue is sticking inbetween his lips again..lol

How did that happen....

3 months already, my baby is growing


It is hard to beleive that in 3months we will be TTC again I will be back on the fertility meds and the IVIG so that means no breast milk for Orion. I want to start giving him some formula now for him to get use to it (only maybe one feeding a day) but I don't know which one to get there are so many out there, any Ideas?

Oh and Orion has been sleeping for 5hrs at night for that last few nights..... whoo hooo.

Photos

Finally A family pic
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And of Orion (a little something I played with)

Schedule???

Should Orion be on a regular schedule now? I have know clue, I try to do a schedule but either he starts to cluster feed and throws it off or DH throws it off, don't get me wrong DH (Orson) does a wonderful job he is so hands on with Orion I could not ask for a better DH and a daddy. So for those who have BTDT any thoughts on scheduling let me know. On the 27th we went to uncle Johns b-day dinner and my sister Heather thought it would be cute to put Orion in the roast pan, well he did fit. Here is my little Turkey

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Orion seems to spit up A lot latley after every feed, is this normal?

He also scared the living b-jeeshes out of me yesterday by holding is breathe while sucking down the bottle then trying to catch his breathe and turning blue at the same time.... he is out to scare me & it is working.